Hmm...before I even start to write I'm just going to let you know I suck at writing in journals. My thoughts are all over the place. But...I'll try to organize them as much as possible for your benefit.
So...I had exams today. German and Art. Easy.
Tomorrow I have Bio and English...easy as well. I guess I lucked out this year. I can't believe half the years over alreay! Where's all this time going? I'm going to miss the friends I don't have classes with anymore. Ryan and Fahey! Grr...stupid scheduals. But Fahey dosen't even have my lunch! D=
Mkay...staying after exams = boredom = mine wandering = Becca crying. Sad...I know. But I did. I'm a whimp. A commercial is haunting me...and I think of the commercial and I get these mental images...and I'm going to stop now before I cry again. And Brian...I feel like I don't exist sometimes. He's just as distant as he was in Colorado.
With no excuse this time. Every one told me things would get better when we had physical contact but it's worse....because now I see him right in front of me but I'm sure he dosn't see me. We were more of a couple before we were going out. I wish someone would talk to him...he always seems too busy for me.
This isn't the kind of relationship I want...but HE IS everything I've wanted.
Mkay enough of that.
So...I want to draw something amazing...I feel creative...but I dont' know what to draw. D= I like...cant think of anything. Oh! I drew a boy today...sorta emoish and I put "<--Katie's new bf" next to him and gave it to her.
lol She laughed about it...(I guess this woud make no sense to you...but if you know Katie and saw it youd get it).
I should probly study...I don't want to though. I want it to be Friday...which should be my day to sleep in but I can't. I have to go get KT RAWR!
I love her. lol Hmm...>.> KT if you be reading this I meant what I said...but I doubt you even know what I'm talking about. lolz. But yeah...I have to clean. >.< The house is a mess. I don't want to show KT this. And later on that day KT Ryan and I are going to the mall.
Einkaufcentrum...or something like that I believe.
Okay...one more random thing. I was on Quizilla and I took a quiz for "Your Song" with ALOT of results. And I got "Absolutely (Story of a Girl)" by Nine Days. Then my friend was like "I totally agree with that" So...I dunno...maybe...
This is, the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And though she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her...
This is the story of a, girl
Her pretty face she hid from the world
and while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her...
This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her...
When she smiles.
Well...I'm running out of things to say so I'm just going to end this here. Mkay? ♥ Byes.
Oh snapp! That's long.
Longing
Delighted
Winter Downs
